Initiation - My confused state of mind - The red light - Tandraloka - The dissolution of desire - Spontaneous yogic movements - The white light - Krishneshwari: the black light - Snakebite - Vision of hell and the god of death - The piercing of the optical chakras - Visit to Indraloka - Vision of my own form - The blue pearl - The world of omniscience - Visit to the world of the siddhas - A golden lotus falls on my head - The world of ancestors - The world of sounds - The vision of the blue person - Fear of death - The eternal blue of consciousness - The dawn of knowledge - Final realization - The play of consciousness - Teachings of the siddhas.

The necessity of meditation for happiness in the world - Spirituality in worldly life - The greatness of the guru - Chiti Kundalini: the divine mother - Sadhana - The importance of a siddha's abode - Meditation on the guru - The mind - My method of meditation - My meditation experiences. Includes bibliographical references (pages 304-305) and index

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